i can't remember which way the eastwind blows

yes, finally, some cold nice winds through my window

it's tuesday today.. & i didn't do anything

stoped by my grandma, & talked for like 4 hours
then i made some dinner & watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button
& that movie was really good, it was so beautiful & sad.

even though i didn't cry it woke some feelings in me.

& that was really nice, to feel something
besides lonely & indifferent