lördag, juli 31, 2010

& your ink black veins stain my face with regret

wife is here & today we have done nothing!
totally awesome to not have to do anything
or.. we cooked earlier & we've watched movies all day,
now it's very late so we need to sleep
allthough i don't really feel like it atm.


there is this thing in my chest
that tells me everything i do
is so far from right.



onsdag, juli 28, 2010

there is this memorie of something green

soon.. or in an hour
i'll be on my way to meet Tess & then spend some money,
then later tonight we're going out for drinks & cigarettes
maybe something good will happend &
maybe we'll get to dance late at night
while the city still sleeps.







have a good day, said the most naive person i the world

just ordered two new bikinis,
since mom called early this morning
reminding me that i don't actually own a bikini
that is my size anymore.
well.. now i'm 400:- poorer &
soon i can scare of children i my new bikini..

tada.





tisdag, juli 27, 2010

if i had a rainbow in the south

i'd make the rain fall over your dimmed eyes,
i'd make the sun dry all of your old scars,
i'd make the birds cut of your hair,
i'd make the last of your breaths,
be the one that really mattered.




måndag, juli 26, 2010

fill my insides with your blue eyes

people is pissing me off, really much right now
there must be someone spreading a rumour
that i'm nice & cosy, 'cause i've had
3 guys tell me they want to meet me 'cause i look so
nice & sweet -.-

i'm not nice
i don't like people
especially not heterosexual guys that thinks i'm nice & sweet.

baka yaro!


söndag, juli 25, 2010

remember me when you fall of this carousel

for some reason nothing works right on this computer
& it takes forever to upload pictures, so you just get two.

anyways, i got home from a weekend spent on a sailing boat
for like three hours ago.
it was really nice, even if i made an not so awesome discovery...
i'm so freakin' seasick that i just can belive i actually survived.
anyways, we sailed across the seven seas or, just outside the coast
of Sweden, appearently there are dolphines in that part of the ocean
i didn't see one though, but my fathers friends wife saw two
i also did some shoppin' & got splashed with saltwater
when the boat almost lied down in the water today
because all of the waves.

still, i had much fun, everytime we made it to a harbour that is.






torsdag, juli 22, 2010

you can fall in love with me, sweetheart

the trip is booked,
ayia napa for one week with anna...
it's going to be so awesome :)





i was made to belive i'd never be alive for this long

listening to Florence + The Machine
just got home, from a somewhat funny night.
started out on the Pier with Anna.. a nice Gin & Tonic
& some cigarettes, then we met up with some of her friends
& went to McDonalds to eat something
then i left, to go to a friend & we watched alot of Blood+
then HIMYM & Family Guy, it was really nice
& i guess i felt something
i suppose that is what a normal person do
when someone is that sweet to you..

well, no photos
or yeh from when we were babysitters
to my stephborthers little girl
well.. here is some of them... i guess














söndag, juli 18, 2010

out of boredom

in the voids we find our selfs

newly found addiction to my gameboy makes
my nights & days more fun.
had a very good birthday, & pictures will come
when i find them.
other than that this was a good weekend until
about 5 minutes ago....
& now i need somewhere to flee to.
can't really find it though

fredag, juli 16, 2010

i saw you standing all alone in the electrostatic rain

singing happy birthday like it's hallelujah.
i have survived for another year
& my wife just called me & sang a happy birthday song for me.
it was so cute i almost melted!
& so.. i will continue my night with pokémon
& soon sleep :D


tisdag, juli 13, 2010

i can't remember which way the eastwind blows

yes, finally, some cold nice winds through my window
it's tuesday today.. & i didn't do anything
stoped by my grandma, & talked for like 4 hours
then i made some dinner & watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button
& that movie was really good, it was so beautiful & sad.
even though i didn't cry it woke some feelings in me.
& that was really nice, to feel something
besides lonely & indifferent

lördag, juli 10, 2010

you took something perfect & painted it red

bubbles don't like to be photographed
i noticed earlier.
stupid bubble.









yes sir, i can boogie

yesterday was really good,
i've forgotten how fun summers can be
when it wants to that is.. but still
it was really fun!

xo




















fredag, juli 09, 2010

we're on the same team but in different leagues


sitting, waiting, wishing.





out of luck & out of touch

this night is haunted by swedish pop-music &
it might lead to my suicide...
no not really, but it makes my stupid night depressing
& i want soapbubbles in the sky....

one more week to go, then it's hello to my b-day.

torsdag, juli 08, 2010

if you knew the answer to this

i'm being stalked! by a song..
this song always seems to find me when i'm depressed
& that annoys me, even tough i love it
because, let's face it, it's the most beautiful song ever.
but now i can't even get passed the intro
without getting all sad & emo,
but here it is..... that damn song.

i run the streets & i break up houses

the pictures are in somewhat wrong order..
but this is from tonight & it was nice.
grilled beef & chocolate mousse :)
then wine & strawberries & a trampoline,
maybe this is the turning point for my summer...
also i got my ID today, finnaly! or, i didn't get it... but soon!

& to my wife: me love you forever, so whenever you feel sad
just call or text or send me a mental slap & i'll be there!
my lady
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